differently on them, but i think it's a similar garment we're all wearing, yeah. i think fame has a lot to do with it. excesses has a lot to do with it. not so much excess, but access. a phone call at any point, day or night. >> money is in no object. if you want drugs, booze, women, goddesses, whatever you like. you can lead the fantasy live everyone imagines it is. but the reality is, it becomes a nightmare. >> it can. at first it's really bitchin'. it's radical and everything you thought it was going to be and it's not. wait a minute, this was so cool an hour ago and now it sucks. which is a big disappointment when that happens. now what? >> save your boring life, sorry. is that always your demon? >> yes, but also for me, people have come to expect a certain flare out of me, a certain type of behavior.